Don't waste your time on me, you're already a voice inside my head... *I miss you, miss you*

I've just got the ugliest haircut I ever had in my life. Sigh, it's so ugly, everytime I look in the mirror I'm disgusted with myself. HAHA, damn embarassing la to go out like this.... =( I wonder how it became so ugly, I just want my hair to grow back...... =(

Augustana - Boston

Essential yet appealed, carry all your thoughts, across an open field,
When flowers gaze at you, you're not the only who cries when I see you,
You don't know me, you don't even care, She said,
You don't know me, you don't wear my chains, Oooh yeah.

I think I'll go to Boston, I think I'll start a new life, I think I'm starting over,
Where no one knows my name.
I'll get out of California, I'm tired of the weather,
I think I'll get a lover, and fly'em out to Spain.

Guess what? I bought Fifa 10, PES 2010, Burnout Revenge, and Evolution GT today. LOLZ, am I gonna spend my holidays hogging infront of my PS2? I hope not =X

I thought your perspective will never change, I'm glad it did. I'm happy that you have understood me, just when I thought that there was no one who understands me. =D IU DAY! Totally forgot about it, I slack slack slack till now I haven't even done a single thing. I remembered right after installation some random rotarian advised me to start preparing after installation itself. The question is, what do I do preparing so early? It sounded crazy, but now its already November and school holidays are coming soon so I can't meet the Interactors often. HAHAHA Shud've started earlier eh? Sponsorships too =S

For once can you people give me a break? Is it my fault that I wanted someone to listen to me? Why do you people misunderstand me? Do you think I am that mean? I don't know what to do now to change your mind set. What's in your brain is bound to stay there, and no matter what I do, your perspective of me will never change. I am always the bad guy.

P/S : Hoping to get a gig on the 16th, been ages since I last performed with the band.

District Governor's Visit

The event was alright. Pictures. =)

Interact Coordinating Council 2009/2010

Crowd =D

Convent's performance! Diyana and Nicole! =D

Performance by ACS! Kondeeee hidup!!

Sings with the indian slang "Beat it! Beat it! No one was to be *betefeted*! WTHECK! This is the third freaking time I've heard him sing Beat It. This dude is just awesome! Okay I know you guys might think I'm insulting him, but I swear I'm not! Okay I know he sucks at singing, but he is damn entertaining okay! He is not a singer, he is an entertainer, and he awesome in that sense!
Later at night, the twenty members which form the ICC exco were invited for the banquet dinner with the District Governor at KEC. It was preety boring as the rotarians started to blab about politics and stuff. LOL. There was loads of food =D Hmm, on our table was Maha, Divya, Pravin, Kern Yeung, Geok San, Kok Sang, Thatchana and me. It was fun tho. =D

The "I" in the "Visit" came out because I "accidently" hit it. =D

Tyson is so gay.

This was exactly where we were =D

So last Saturday The All-American Rejects came to town. The concert was FINALLY held, after being postponed from the 10th of October cause Tyson just had to have some infection in his knee. LOL. Went to Bukit Jalil with Shim and Qusai, and we spent so much money on transportation itself, so thank god the tickets were free. LOL. The concert was awesome la, but the show delayed like shit. Poor management ,they had too many intervals in between performances. We were made to wait for long periods of time just to catch the next band. The show started with some random Malay dude singing Teenagers, LOL, dam random way to start a rock concert eh? I don't think so it's some random dude la, I think he's a singer, but it was a good way to start the show, cause everyone was still hyped up and singing along. Then Disagree came up stage, I only knew the last song they played, which was Crumbs. It's an awesome emo song la okay. I sang along to it tho' I didn't really much of the words, it's quite an old song la actually. Then next up were Pop Shuvit, and they were awesomeshitzz. Moots rapping was at its best, and the disc spinning and all, with the effects, was really good la. Shim got surprised when I started to rap along to Marabahaya. HAHAHA. The final local band to perform were One Buck Short. HAHA, and surprisingly just when I was telling Qusai how I'd wish for Bunkface to be there, suddenly Sam appeared and I was like WTHECK! Mooky from One buck Short was absent so yeah, they actually called upon a few artistes to feature them and Sam was one of them. Really good idea. =D. Was hoping that they'd play a Bunkface song, but Sam sang one of One Buck Short's single, well it's their gig anyways so yeah. LOL.

Then we waited, and waited and waited. Finally AAR came on stage. Chris started off with the drum beats of Move Along. Actually it caught us by surprise cause none of us saw Chris coming on stage. Plus I was into my phone at that time so lagi la tak sedar. LOL. Then we started to sing along, more like screaming along to move along. =D Actually we were damn tired by then, but then we gave out everything and jumped and screamed and went high like crazyy especially during I Wanna ( Shim knows what I did =D) The wind blows and It ends tonight were emo. Monalisa was fucked up, I mean, the song is great, just that the lyrics were fucked up. LOL.
They ended the show with Gives You Hell. Me and Shim got ourselves a copy of When The World Comes Down! So that's about it la =D

A noble post, I hate being cheesy, at times, I'm forced to... Argghh Fuck.

I'm just gonna be boring in this post la okay? Gonna talk about the life of a teenager. Right now, I don't know if I'm enjoying my life as a teenager. I'm half enjoying it, half rueing it. At the tender age of 14-17, people change, and boy do they change. Everyone goes through that phase. This is the age when the sex hormones gets activated in your body, and you start to get attracted to the opposite sex. Once or twice these sex hormones might lack in you and you'd end up falling for your own sex, or maybe you might have overloaded on sex hormones, you end up liking both sexes. Alright that was just a bunch crap, actually I don't know how it works, I'm not studying phsycology =.=". This is the age when you start to care about your appearance, you start to act just to get accepted into a certain clique, and you fall in "love". Love is a pain in the arse seriously, I'm seriously admitting here, I'm a pussy when it comes to "love", I just can't handle it. Kern Yeung told me once, guys who are into music have deep emotions, ohh you don't know how right you are. LOL. When I fall for a girl I somehow force myself in way too deep and I struggle to climb up again. Actually this is all nonsense, love is crap. You know why? Because it brings you more pain than joy. For example in my case, I got dumped, three times, by three different girls, they all said they cared for me bla bla bla.... and the crap goes on, you can imagine how hard it is right? Even thinking about it makes me go crazy lah okay?

What I'm trying to say is that, at this age, it's normal for all of this to happen, but just don't let this shit ruin your life. Besides, this ain't gonna lead you anywhere in life, you might get the preetiest girl in town as your so called "girlfriend", and you might still end up picking up garbage at the back of my house in ten years time, and that girl works as a sex slave for me =)

That's why I chose to keep a distance from you. I don't want all of this to get in my way. I wanna be a partime rockstar and a plastic surgeon la okay? =D I don't wanna flop my SPM! Third time, and that's it, I've had enough. I'm not gonna get into this shit anymore. Talked to you for the last time today, conversations would be few and far in between from now on. Maybe one day when things are better for me I'd come back, but I'd doubt it, chances are paper thin. For you it might be easy to be "friends", for me it's hard. So yeahhh, sorrayyyyy =) Just take care, tho' she doesn't love me, I love her, that cute lil' girl who wears blue to school =)(Ehh, it rhymes!) Fuck I sound cheesy, fuck fuck fuck.....

P/S : Serlin , you advised me the other day and now look at what's happening to you!
Arggh! Concentrate on your studies! Don't bother much about this shit. ASEAN
scholarships dear!